Friday, November 12, 2010

Effort.

Argh! just when i thought things were going smoothly. before finding out im no where close to where i'm supposed to be. that i'm of no use/worth. from how i see it. i couldn't agree more with what they are saying. to be frank, i would do the same if i'm the one fitting their shoes.

but what's more disappointing is when your effort becomes pointless. all the readings and preparations. not going into details but i can't do this alone no matter how hard i try. there's no one man show in this chapter. if you get my drift.

but hey. on the brighter side, i just have to prove my point. that i'm worth the time and money. i signed up for that right hand seat. i will get there. one once told me "if there's a will, there are ways". it's time for me to apply that now. steep learning curve? that's the only way. unless you spell life differently.

books. manuals. other aviators. they will now be my bestpreng por laif. lady luck, i miss you. vamos.